Priorities

It's so hard for me to keep track on my priorities right now. Especially when they're all very important and life changing.

Let's see the issues I seem to be having:

• I understand that I need to focus on the process of buying a house first, but every now and then I can't help myself from looking for a place to have my wedding next year. It's peak wedding time, and I know that we have to book a place and photographer way in advance, which is why I seem to find myself looking every now and then. BUT that means putting a down on the wedding place and photographer, meaning less money to be able to put for the downpayment of our house. Hence the reason why I need to stay focused on the house first.
• I also understand that buying a house is very important and should never be rushed or settled on. We end up seeing a place, but there's something wrong with it, yet ever now and then it feels like I'm rushing the process to find a home. I seem to find myself really liking certain houses that either:
• Is too expensive
• Has a tandem garage (which seems to be the latest fad now, which is stupid...)
• Not a good location

I need to relax and stop thinking that we're going to miss out on a good deal or good place because the market is so good right now.

Thank goodness I have him to bring me back to reality and calm me down. I mean, I'm not stressed, at least I don't feel like I am. I just can't focus on the house first all the time, and assure myself that the right first house will come. There is no need for me to worry about that.