2 more days...

Well okay, more like one and a half. I'm now starting to get really excited. I'm starting to really shut down at work. hehe. I'm not even getting cold feet at all. I have never been so sure about something in my life. A few weeks ago, I was driving home to San Jose, and it hit me...I'm not even freaked out at all. People say you get cold feet and question whether it really is meant to be and you should get married. For me, that has never happened. This is something that feels so right. I couldn't help smiling the rest of the drive home. It's actually coming true...

Haha. Although, we do fight a lot more now. But it's all in the fun of getting to truly know each other and how it will be to live with each other. Regardless of all the stupid arguments, I still feel like this is the right thing for me.

Oh buggah...I'm gonna end up crying on Friday in front of everyone...

Porn for the Blind

So I was listening to the radio this morning and they were talking about how these guys had started "porn for the blind". Haha. They went on to play a clip of it. Man, they were so proper that it was just comical. Really, if a blind person wanted to listen to porn, they wouldn't want to listen to that...

I am now curious on what they had to offer the blind...

Auntie

Auntie is quickly getting worse. She is officially on hospice. She weighs less than I do and has an oxygen tank. It was slightly hard to see. She's just very thankful that God had given her 5 years. Everyone started to think that we would've lost her last week. I think that seeing the family has given her more strength than wear her out. It still hasn't sunk in that I may have to be going to a funeral this year...

Traffic

I'm stuck in traffic. Haven't even reached Capitol Ave. yet. It's already about forty five minutes. This is something that I am not going to miss.

Papa

Saturday was Papa's birthday. He would've been 101. I miss him and wish he could be here to share my joy.