Saturday, April 17, 2010

Nonsense rambling

My memory and attention span really sucks. I'm trying to get better at it, but it doesn't seem to be working. Am I really that self-centered where all I care about is talking about myself? How come my brain cells are dying off so quickly that my short term memory is horrible, yet I can remember something so far into the past that means nothing? And now I'm sulking about how crappy a person I am...which is more proof of how self-centered I am. I just need to focus on how it affects the people I love.

I am very sad right now...


Bea said...

Don't be too hard on yourself. Sometimes, we get in a spot in our life where we need to focus on ourselves. If we don't work on making ourselves better, than we're not that useful to those who we love. Be patient and be kind to yourself. You deserve it. :)

Kay Jay See Bee said...

Okay...I never saw this comment until now.

Thanks so much! Every now and then I do get in those moods and it makes me feel so self-centered. But you're right. Work on ourselves to be better help to others.